I never asked if you loved me because the money was always bet on yes and I knew your answer was always no. But please, do not misunderstand me. I am more of a god then a gambler so why would I care about a bet when I control the hand you intend to forsake me with?

Remember this until the end of your days.

I will drop heavens upon heavens on your head until you die of agonizing joy. Then I will wait, until you are reborn over and over and I will watch, as you search for the happiness you felt that day in every life time until you die with the same weightless heart you were born with. The devil may not be a being on earth but I will spread his message into every fiber of your being and bring him to life.

And please, fight back, make it even more fun for me, beg for forgiveness and cry me a river. And dont forget my dear husband that the god you pray to answers to me.